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Choose your own adventure…
Remember those books? Do you ever wish life could be like that? If you didn’t like the outcome because you turned right instead of left, you could simply start the book over. And maybe some of the choices you would make time and time again, but others not so much, thus leading you to another…
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I read a meme today…
It said, “I explained my hurt and still got hurt, so I stopped talking.” That sums it up for a lot of us, I suppose. I think when you allow people in and let them know the most vulnerable parts of you, you’re giving them power. And we know this, because it’s happened before. But…
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Something to ponder…
“You can’t reason someone out of a mindset that they didn’t reason themself into.” I read that last night in my book “Dear Debbie” by Frieda McFadden. (If you don’t know who she is, you’re missing out.) It resonated with me so much. I’m a logical person. Sure, I have emotions. I can be emotional.…
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Regret..
It’s like a withdrawal from a drug. Regret for what was done, what wasn’t. Regret for what was said, what wasn’t. It’s the lack of euphoria that once was. That feeling in the pit of your stomach, that lump in your throat. It’s the reason you can’t sleep. It’s the reason you can’t eat Regret.…
abandonment, bipolar, death, depression, Faith, grief, life, loss, mania, memories, mental health, nostalgia, regret -
Nerves…
Why are my nerves shot when every fiber of my being tells me I’m doing the right thing? Why are my nerves shot when everyone around me is telling me I’m doing the right thing? Why are my nerves shot because I’m worried about people judging someone I love, when clearly that has never been…
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INSOMNIA!!!!!!
Ugggh! What I wouldn’t give to be able to sleep for more than three or four hours at a time. Take meds, you say? Check. The thing about medicine. Your brain is stronger than any sleep medicine, sooo.. yeah, there’s that. I’m going through a very manic stage right now. At this point, I’d take…
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No one ever said life was fair…
I currently live in a world of stolen dreams. A world where everything has been taken from me. It’s a deep, deep pain. It’s a state of vulnerability that I’ve never been in before. And until you’ve been there, you can’t possibly understand. Sympathize? Yes. Understand? No. Moments are good. But moments are fleeting. I…
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Awake?!?
For days, sleep eluded me. Depression is a bitch. No matter the cause. I wanted to sleep. My eyes hurt, my head hurt, everything hurt. Eventually, your body says “Nope, time to crash.” Now, everything hurts still.. and them some. It’s the dreams.. and then the awakening. Waking up to stillness. Waking up to despondency.…
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A repost from someone I follow.
This is definitely worth a read, a repost, like and a comment. Goals we should all obtain. I’m gonna print this one out.
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A Runner; A different point of view
She was a runner. Sometimes on emotion, sometimes on logic, but ever the runner. Even she didn’t know if she was running from herself or running from other things. Shadows? Love? For protection? Maybe she wasn’t running from anything. Perhaps she was running to something. Searching. Looking. Maybe both. She just didn’t know. How could she expect anyone else to know? Then she ran into you. Maybe by chance, maybe with intent. Nevertheless, she ran…