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Choose your own adventure…
Remember those books? Do you ever wish life could be like that? If you didn’t like the outcome because you turned right instead of left, you could simply start the book over. And maybe some of the choices you would make time and time again, but others not so much, thus leading you to another…
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Regret..
It’s like a withdrawal from a drug. Regret for what was done, what wasn’t. Regret for what was said, what wasn’t. It’s the lack of euphoria that once was. That feeling in the pit of your stomach, that lump in your throat. It’s the reason you can’t sleep. It’s the reason you can’t eat Regret.…
abandonment, bipolar, death, depression, Faith, grief, life, loss, mania, memories, mental health, nostalgia, regret -
Nerves…
Why are my nerves shot when every fiber of my being tells me I’m doing the right thing? Why are my nerves shot when everyone around me is telling me I’m doing the right thing? Why are my nerves shot because I’m worried about people judging someone I love, when clearly that has never been…
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“You saved my life…”
This isn’t my story to tell, but I’m going to tell it anyway. My best friend has had an uphill battle for quite a while now. Even more so in the last year. Her most recent battle. Brain surgery. Notice, I use the word “battle.” That’s what it is. It’s a battle. The war is…
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Henry Solomon Scott Jr. (02/04/1946-10/25/25)
I cannot find one word to describe him. Too many fill my head in such a torrential fashion. Roughly five years ago, Henry started his journey on both Parkinson’s and Kidney Disease. In the beginning, Henry was a dad who stepped up. By the end, Henry had been the dad who stepped in. From day…
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2025… Peace out!
I would be amiss if I didn’t post about New Year’s on New Year’s, even though I’ve been “name-dropping” it for weeks now. As long as I can remember, I’ve spent New Year’s Eve with my family. My mom and dad when they were together, my meemaw, or my parents (my mom and Henry.) I…
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Donna Renee Cone (11/03/61-04/27/25)
If I had to describe her in one word.. it would be “faithful.” From the first time I met her, she treated me as one of her own. She loved me, and she was honest, brutally at time, but honest with me. She was kind. I’ve met one other person like her and that was…
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2025 in a Nutshell
2025 absolutely sucked! It started in February. On February 21st, Brittany got a phone call that her mother had lung cancer. The next day, we found out it was in her bones, brain, stomach, and adrenal glands. She had 4 months without treatment, 7 without. She chose no treatment. Brittany went to take care of…
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Growth. What is it?
Isn’t growth something we try to do everyday? Is it a mindset? Is it what we “think” we are doing, when something doesn’t work out the way we thought it should? For me, it’s all of the above. A lot of times, my growth is stunted. It’s stunted because I find myself in a rut,…