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OUT with the OLD, IN with the NEW!!
I could absolutely strike a match to this past year! However, “though times make tough people.” Hurt, pain, sadness… all that comes because of love, joy, and happiness. It’s impossible to have one without the other. What does 2026 hold for Jennifer? Let’s start with “Writing.” Obviously, here we are again, right? I’ve recently been…
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Blogging?!?
I can’t tell you how my brain works. But, I can tell you it’s in overdrive all the time. And honestly, if I could blog or journal just by thinking, your mind would be blown away at the things that enter my mind, the things I think about, and how it runs nonstop all the…
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Personal Ads?
I’m not a personal ad kinda person. I don’t get all the hype about dating sites. Not to say, I’ve never met someone on a dating site or online. I have. I’ve only met a couple of people worth knowing online. One turned out to be a lengthy relationship. When I saw her, I knew.…
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“Dear Younger Me..”
How would a conversation go with the younger version of me? What would I tell myself? What would I keep from myself? I would definitely tell myself to be more cautious with my heart, but not so cautious that I miss out on the joys of life and people. I would tell myself that I’m…
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Roller Coasters!
I love a love a good coaster! My favorite are the ones with just the lap bar. When ya go up a steep hill and down another, that G-force hits and your butt comes out of the seat! Nothing quite like it. The coasters of life are much different though. Aren’t they? When we describe…
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Depression/ Anxiety..
Originally, my Title… was gonna be “Tomorrow..” But today is a rough one. I attribute it to my circumstances, my exhaustion, my lack of wanting to go back to my ass of a job… and simply mental health shit. I’ve been labeled as bi polar, as I’ve mentioned previously, if you actually read all of…
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Yesterday…
It’s easy to live in yesterday.. We all do it. We live in our pasts, we hold other people accountable for their pasts.. and make them live in their pasts. Mostly, I think we all have a problem forgiving ourselves of the past. Orrrrr… maybe that’s just me. I beat myself up more than anyone…
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Control…
Today, I heard some stuff that was meant for me. (I’m sure other people felt that way too.) Let me see if I can explain the way my mind works. On one hand, I hate to relinquish control. On the other, I’m almost relieved to do so. Lack of control creates anxiety for me, and…
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“Sometimes recover turns into relapse…”
I heard that song lyric today, and it hit me right in the gut. I didn’t pay much attention to the rest of the song… but oh boy, that lyric. I am in recovery. Not from any addiction, thankfully. At least not of substance. I’m in recovery from myself and have been for quite some…
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Depression…
I’ve been diagnosed with Bi-polar. It’s no surprise, since my father is extremely bi-polar. I always find myself more on the manic side, however when something crashes in my life, and I experience grief, I get low. LOW, LOW! I don’t sleep well or I sleep all day with the help of sleeping meds, I…