It's Hard Being a Human

Originally, my Title… was gonna be “Tomorrow..”

But today is a rough one. I attribute it to my circumstances, my exhaustion, my lack of wanting to go back to my ass of a job… and simply mental health shit.

I’ve been labeled as bi polar, as I’ve mentioned previously, if you actually read all of my stuff. But if I’m

I suffer more from mania than depression.  I my normal lows are low… but man, when something, in my opinion, is drastic, I hit rock bottom lows. If I’m in touch with you, consider yourself lucky… because I literally cut the world out. It’s a “fake it, til I make it” situation. 

It’s funny to me how anxiety and depression go hand in hand. Am I anxious because I’m depressed? Or am I depressed because I’m anxious. I do not understand the science. But… if you know me, I go all in to research something until I understand it.

I woke up depressed.  But ya still have things that NEED to be done…  and ya do em. But there’s no going the extra mile

Unless you have been there… you don’t get it